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Wednesday, June 20th, 2001
11:57 am
Hey
Well i just woke up like 15 mins ago. Its almost 12. Im tired right now. Hmm well i enjoyed bieng with you yesterday. Some time like next week you gotta come over here to my house. Well i havent updated in a LONG time. Well it was wierd when i fist saw Lauren yesterday, but shes cool, she dont bother me. Neither does tracy. It was fun bieng in the ditch, it was cool, that thing is huge compared to what im used to. I like going down the ditch on my micro scotter. Haha, that soda can was horable wasnt it? Hmm well I can tell you that stuff in life, it just that id have a hard time telling you that infront of like other people who are there, but i could. Hmmm well you know were i live now marylou. The inside of my house is clean. My room is the dirtiest in the house, to lazy to clean. So what did u do last nite after i left, i just took a shower and went to bed. I was pretty tired, well my body was. Hmm damn this is short so far. Well yesterday was almost fun just sitting there on Tracees couch. :) I enjoyed my self, ill bring Joy Division next time i go. Hahah, i remembered when you had them little things on your lips, haha thats cool. Well i can crak backs well i just have to put my arms around you and squeeze your back, but you cant tense up or it wont work. Hmm, so well i hope i can go to the swap meet. I have to go eat and stuff. Well ill speak to u later on tonite.

Peace and love Marylou

Chris

Current Mood: sleepy
Tuesday, June 12th, 2001
1:14 pm
Hey
Hey marylou, im sorry i couldnt up date today, i know you like to read these thinngs when you are at work. Mrs. C's had to shut off the comps and i did this at the last second. Ill call you tonite though,

Peace

Chris
Friday, June 8th, 2001
12:51 pm
Hello
Well right now in my 4 period class the door is open and I can see outside. I want to leave but I know I cant. I can see Daltons from here, I heard that place sux. I can't see how some old people go there and eat there every day. I always see these old people there all the time, and this guy who drives this classic car. His skin looks like leather, to much sun for that guy. So yesterday or something like that is the last time Adrian was going to grab you, or something? Well if it was than that's good, I think. So your friends with Tracee again? That is good. You were telling me how she said she had never seen that movie and she said that this is her favorite part? Haha, kinda lame. Well I am glad I have a copy of that Radio Head CD, its really good, thanx for letting me make a copy of it. What did people tell you when You had to take the CD out? Radio head sux and all that stupid stuff? I am going to do my best to make this a long one. Not a lot of stuff to talk about. So you're going to the fair grounds with your cousin? That's cool. Thanx again for getting me that dream catcher I appreciate it. Well I hope I can be on tonite. What do you have planned for tonite? Going to do some shit with Tracee again? Well, by the way (here I am thinking like an adult again) that shows growth in you and your personality that you decided not to let your ego get in the way anymore. That's cool and makes you the bigger person. Fuck I have a headache right now. Man I don't want to have to go to this funeral services, id rather go to school. I don't like funerals, they are sad. I am still sad about my grandma but thinking about it can't make me cry. I don't know why either. I haven't cried yet to. I knew it was going to happen. But seeing all the other people around me will make me sad. I am pissed that I have to wear all this nice close, pisses me off!!*($&%^ I don't even know what I am going to wear for if I get married probably some jeans, jk. What ever my wife wants me to wear, or what ever I'm cool with that. But why do I have that on my mind? I don't know. I don't like having to dress all fancy and stuff. Speaking of dressing nice, what do you want to do when you are an adult Marylou? I want to be a Teacher of some sort. Your probably laughing thinking me as a teacher, I also want to own or work in an independent record store. I don't know what I'd call it. When I was younger I wanted to call it FUCKED! Records, but now that I think about it that is not very you know acceptable in this society now'a days. Did you listen to that entire Radio head CD? I like every song on that. Their music is real soothing to me. Relaxing to. But at the same time I really like it a lot. I smoke bonch hairs. That came out of no were. Damn I didn't do my math homework, fuck this sux. I am going to have like a d in that class. I want to have a C so bad but I don't know if that is possible, in this little time that I do have. But my math teacher is so unorganized, I wish I had a regular math teacher, not some old guy who lies a lot and doesn't post grades and does no work. I can tell I am going to have a d. But I expect the worst and hope for the best. That is how I think about a lot of stuff. Well during the summer I am going to have to ride my bike to your house so I can know were you live. Why do you think your mom wont like me? I can get her to like me you just have to introduce her to me. I am good at meeting adults and speaking to parents, and during the summer I don't have this huge green jacket on. It gets to warm out. I just have my backpack with me. I hold the stuff I bring or find. Such as flammable material and knifes and stuff like that, you understand right? You would probably have to be infront of lexington and we could meet their. So what is your mode of transportation during the summer? I have to get a bus pass to. Those are 25 bux. Well I have been doing this thing the entire period so far, you see I update for you instead of doing my work, and I enjoy doing this to. So don't feel guilty or anything, I also update for about half my 5 period class. Man every update I have done so far has been a long one huh? Ill also be updating every day in the summer to Man this sux (I was telling you early on but didn't get to fully explain for some reason. I was going to go to trevors as soon as I got home, but instead I have to go eat dinner with my cousins. That will be fun, (note the sarcasim!) and As soon as I get back I have to go get some damn clothes!*(&%#$*$*^ fuck. Hey didn't I mention this in the beginning of this update? Well thanx for signing my year book. Hmm well I have to get to work now. Sorry it couldn't be longer, Hopefully ill be online to nite. Talk to you later

Peace

Chris

Current Mood: happy
Thursday, June 7th, 2001
1:16 pm
Hello.
Well I am feeling a little better than I was yesterday. When I had got home my mom was downstairs on the couch, it looked like she had just finished crying and stuff. My step dad laid in bed all day yesterday. The phone kept ringing and ringing. His aunt Cathy came over and they were talking for like a good 20 minutes. They talked about his mom it was just sad, he said he feels numb. Last nite I had Carls junior for dinner. I got what I get when im not feeling good or depressed. The double western bacon combo. I don't eat to cheer my self up its just that I didn't care about how fattening it was, I never get that combo just the regular one with only 1 beef patty. Hmm well I saw when Lydia was camel toed, I laughed at the fact that she was, it doesn't gross me out most of the time, but when I can see it a lot I start to wonder if the girl knows that the is happening. I wonder if when people point it out to them if they get embarrassed, I wouldn't doubt it. It be like me walking around with an erection. Haha or may be not that bad. But any ways we were on the phone for a little while last nite. I could tell that when you were talking to me about when Adrian touches you, you don't like it. Cause if you didn't like a little bit you wouldn't mine speaking about it, but when you were telling me you were mumbling and you didn't finish and said you didn't want to talk about it. Well like I told you last nite, if you don't like it than why do you allow him to. If he thinks your stuck up for not letting him fondle you or touch you that is just because he doesn't get his way. I mean if you don't like it than ask him to stop. If it was a person that you liked more than a friend id think differently because its could be just more than him grabbing you, and you may probably allow it to some extant, im not saying that on the first time that its ok for that person to put their hand completely up you skirt, just gradually allowing, and if you don't want to do that at all than it should be complete fine with that other person, because if they really cared about how you felt than they would stop until you felt the time was right. What is your view on how what he does and how you feel? Do you think he does that because he likes you or just because he wants to feel you body? I think I can picture how you feel when guys just look at you and just think of you as an idle or just because of your body, I mean you do have a nice body but that is not all that counts. Like how when you were telling me when you went to Popeye's and all those black guys were staring at you and you mom, I know they weren't talking about the color of your hairs and the type of clothes you were wearing right? Yeah it may have been funny in one perspective but at the same time they are just holding you as an idle not as a person. Do you get what I'm trying to explain from how I see it? But I just want to let you know that I am not lecturing you or anything like that so don't see what I am saying or my opinion as a lecture. Now this is in the same form but cut down to black and white. Do you like it when Adrian touches you? Why do you think its funny? Are you trying to repress your true feelings?. If you don't like it than why do you allow it?

I just want to know how you feel about it. You don't have to tell me what he does or anything like that at all. I just would like to know your feelings about it and why you feel that way. I want to see it from your view. Well I'm out of questions from that realm and I think I said basically what I felt. I would have told you all of this last nite but the questions like what i was asking sometimes can take me like a minute to think of a question. And I enjoyed talking to you last nite to. But anyways, what do you plan to do with tracee? What did you tell her in that note? Does she live in the same neighboorhod as you do? Well I came to a conclusion, I don't think I am going to be getting a job this summer and if I get one itll probally be just the first pay check or 2. I wonder what lindsey and cassie did at trevors house, more naked pictures? HAHAHA, I told her I saw her riding her bike on the way over there. I wonder why she is so obsessed with him? I don't know. I am probally going to go over there on Friday for a little while and bring that movie and stuff. Well tonite is going to suck since I got all that damn work to do, I am going to be in morreales room all lunch cleaning and shit. Damn I hate her so much, I am going to try to convince her to allow me to let me turn it in on Monday since I don't want the little time that I do have to affect my work and stuff. If I tell her I want to turn In quality work and not do a half ass job on it than shell give me to Monday, sometimes she can be nice like that. But I doubt it. As soon as I get home I am going to start my work on it. I hope I can get it done in like 2 hours, it's a lot of work to do but if I don't waste anytime than I hope I can get it done and make it look Ok. When I get home I am going to listen to that radio head cd. But I am going to be able to make copy of it, I can have my friend brandon do it for me. I feel so sexy right now. haha. Well I started typing this as soon as I got into my 5 period class. So, hmm. I am really hungry right now I didn't have anything to eat. Fuck. Hmm. Well ever since I walked in my 5 period class I have not known what to have said or to talk about. Oh yeah, well some of them lesbians over there are are pretty weird. Oh, how do you feel when you have the same sex check you out? I know if I was to have some gay guy go,"oh those are some nice buns you have in you package" id proablly shutter and have a nightmere of some sort. Man the more and more I think about it I can picture how you feel more acurately. Im really hungry right now. Do you like Roast beef au jus sandwichs? I do, they are on of my favorite meals. Damn, I want one right now so bad, or a bowl po pozole, or fajaitas or something or the hat or Manuels El Loco. Damn I am so hungry, but I have to wait till I get home or something like that. Well what did you think of those radio head flats? So what do you have planned for the summer? Well id like to make it a point to hang out with you when ever possible. We can hang out at tracees house or what ever is easiest. That would be cool if you could go over to my neck of the woods but there is nothing to do over here. But if you do well think of something. My house is super easy to remember. So I know your readng this at work. Have you gone to go get a chaco taco? Those things are good, I like those a lot. I also like Horchata a lot. One of my favorite drinks. Id rather have a big tall super cold glass of that rather than beer. There is a lot of things that id rather have than alcohol. I am not a big fan of that. Ok well I have to start my work now, I didn't do anything in my fourth perid class just this. Since I cant take the chance of getting caught I just do this in winword and copy paste it to the journal. Ok so I have to start my work now. See you tommrow. I think I am a cat rather than a turtle, or a caurtle, slow but fast. Shy like a turtle, but nice like a good cat.

Peace

Chris

Current Mood: hungry
Wednesday, June 6th, 2001
12:55 pm
Well im not feeling so well right now, my grandma died about 24 hours ago, the corener said she died between 12 and 2 pm. They said she had got up and brought the news paper in and just puttered around for a little while, they think that she died when she was taking her afternoon nap. I feel so sorry for my step dad though, his brother shot himself, his dad is dead and now his mom is dead. Hes alone now. But i just cant picture her dead right now in my head, there is going to have to be a funeral and stuff. Man this sux. I wonder what she is doing right now, well at least her and her husband are back together now, thats good. Life is just so short and it sux to loos the ones we love. I am taking this death rather odd, i knew it was going to happen, but i just cant picture it, i know it in my head but not in my soul. And I was saying before now that she is with her husband they are happy for eternity. It makes me wonder who will i be spending my life with. Who will i marry? I hope i do have a wife, i am not like what a lot of people say that i am like. I could never kill any one, nor am in to child pornnography, come on i cant even yell or harm my cats. I would never hit a woman or a girl. Like what tiffany and megan was saying about me this morning, i know she was kidding around and stuff but why do people say these wrong things about me. It just goes to show that she doesnt realy know who i am inside. You marylou were the only one close to getting my futture right, i dont even know about that. I may love the internet and my cats but that doesnt mean id isolate my self away from other people to have that. I just am mixed up with my grandma dieng and stuff. But i am not mixed up about what tiffany and megan were saying, yes, it was all for good times and stuff and i know that its not true. Well that is the first part of this update and i just wanted to let you know that i am not a hatefull, dislikeful, revengeful person. I am nice and carring and i would go out of my own way for people i like. Becuase im not souless how other people who dont know me think i am.

Well this part is in response to what you were saying. Hmm i may resemble in a way to a turtle. I am slow in some emotional ways but not in other ways. Yes i do walk fast. Yes i do wear that green jacket alot. But i dont know if i try to shield myself from the oppisite sex. I just dont know what to do. I am not to familiar with that region and a lot of people know that. And now that i fully think about noe, i wouldnt want to go out with her because i just wouldnt want to. But if she was to walk up to my house naked screaming take me now Chris i want you so bad just FUCK ME FUCK ME FUCK ME%w%$@$#^% you know i wouldnt say no, but thats not going to happen right? Yep so i just wanted to take that out of its foggy contents and restore it crystalized. But I just think of noe differently now than I used to. I am not obsessed with her, nor is she on my mind randomly during the day. When she signs on I usually wait like 15 mins to message her because she just wont message me. I think that if she wants to talk to me she will let me talk message her and if I don't well than it don't mean shit to her. Well I am thankfull that you are going to get me that dream catcher. Ohh shit huh I havent metioned that dream yet huh? Well it was a cool dream. I was that you dad had agreed to let me work over there like once or twice a week while you were there. It was cool, and that you mom liked me and thought I was a good guy. I could get your mom to like me. Like what I said in that email I sent you, all of my friends parents like me. And you dad got to meet me and we had agreed on that he don't have to pay me much, like only 20 bux for an entire days worth of work. Do you think that would ever be possible? That would be fun huh? Well any ways I don't mind tracee, she don't bother me. That would be fun if we could hang out at her house or something durning the summer. Were does she live any way? By your house or something close to that? If I had to compare you to an animal. Well just to let you know as soon as I got in the class I started typing like right after you left. That is funny how I told her how I saw those naked pictures with her, haha she was all blushing and like,"o my god how did you get those?!!^$@*&^$" id hate to be her since I said that aloud so every body cold here me. HAHAAHAH. Well if I was to describe you as an animal, Id have a hard time doing so. Well like I said I think I am a cat because I am slow sometimes but I have bursts of energy and stuff. What do you think you are? But anyways when I found out that my grandma died I sorta had a lump in my throat but than it went away. On Sunday I saw her and she didn't look so good. like 48 hours after that she died. But that's not in my hands. Hmm well I am flat broke and poor. So what happeing. Well I think I need to get to work now. Ill see you in pe tommrow. Ill call you tonite at around 7:15.

Peace

Chris

Current Mood: sad
Tuesday, June 5th, 2001
1:28 pm
Hello.
Well I just brought up my typing grade right now to a C. I am so happy. All I did was turn in a timed writing that was 31 gwam. I can type faster than that but I have a hard time reading the book than typing. It sux, its my A.D.D.H.D supposedly, I have a hard time copying shit from the bored as well. Hmm yeah, some of those people are cool. Not all of them, just the ones I know. Oh you don't know my number? I will email it to you cause I am e-mailing you something in 5 period and with along with some bs on what I am doing. Well hopefully if all goes right I will have a job at Big O Tires on Cerritos. I have a couple of friends that work there and his boss said he'd give me a job during the summer so its cool. I don't know exactly what id be doing though. Well I will have a lot of spare time in the summer to. I wont be doing much though. Hmm, well tomorrow morning I am going to have menudo for breakfast. Yummy, but to bad it is the kind in the can, its the only O.K. kind there is in Cypress, during the summer I am going to be in Hawaiian Gardens a lot looking for good fast food Mexican stuff. Like taco and taquito and torta stands and just places like that, some of them are good and some of them are bad, I usually only eat at places with A grades though, if you wanna come along you can. Do you have a bike? Haha, I don't know if your gong to want to wonder around on a bike looking for places to eat. I tell you one thing, I am going to be eating at Genghis Kahn every week or every other week though, I love their food, and their green tea is awesome to. Its a good thing that it is right there on Lincoln, not to far from your house, just down the street. Well that is a good question you know, if Noe was to ask me out? Well first I would be shocked. I would be thinking for all this time and she asks NOW? I don't know what I would say. I would wonder why? Well I can see through her personality and wonder if this question is real, or just to mess with my head. I wouldn't know what to say. Yes or No. Since I don't like her any more in that way id say no, but at the same time I wonder if it would work? We live right next to each other. But at the same time I wouldn't want to get involved with a person who I don't want to get involved with. And we don't have much in common, I mean we can speak to each other but after a while you know it gets kinda hard (haha kinda hard hahain the way Beavis and butthead laugh) And its just different with me and her, were friends and stuff, but me and you get along and talk much better than any other girl. And even though the subjects we talk about are weird but we still find out more and more about each other. Not with me and Noe that happens, we just talk about crap, what is going on in out lives we don't talk like me and you talk. Noe is a friend but she is in the same category as other hot chicks that go to cypress its just that we are friends, as with other we are acquaintances and or never talk to each other. Like that Jamie girl I pointed out to you that was hot, I have never spoken to her and probably never will. She is just pretty and that's all she be for me, just a person to look at. But why wold you ask that question? I am just asking that outa curiosity that's all. Hmm well off the subject I spoke to Sayon for a while during lunch. She is cool, didn't you say that out of me tom and ben that she said I was the nicest or something. Well right when I came back from talking to you outside I typed this, that's cool that you just came and was standing out side haha. Well in that piece that I am giving you there is a theme in it. I hope you like it, its in that perspective. HAHA both of you came, haha sayon and you. HAHA that's cool. Am I really that HOT? Haha im just playin around. Hmm well I have to start my work, I have been doing this update almost the hole period, I have to get some work done. I'll see you tomrow in Pe marylou.

Peace

Chris

Current Mood: blah
Monday, June 4th, 2001
1:12 pm
Hello.
Man i am so glad that i got my HTML tutorail shit thing done. Hmm well i saw noe this morning, when i was downloading my project i heard some laughing and i went to the window and she was walking with my neighbor and both of them were laughing. Her name is allison. She is not pretty at all. She is like pure german or something. I just yelled,"This is bullhonkey" for no reason other than bordem. Haha, im sitting here thinking about what my friend in 6 period yells. He yells,"Im a bridge" That guy is funny, he is John bench. Man these fumes are starting to give me a headache. So i dont know. Well Dont forget to bring the cd on Wednesday. You should listen to that cd when your alone, cause when you first hear it its going to be alien but if you listen to the drum beat and the guitar and everything else the beat is fucking awesome. I love SatYricon, there so good. The first song, second, third nevermind almost all of them i like, my favorite is 1-4 tracks. Hmm those people who hang out over by the libary are wierd huh? What do you think of them. How was the carne asada marylou? The fish and chips i had were good, i'd rather have carne asada. By the way i dont care how long your updates are, i dont get bored. Well i realized how lucky i am to have that password. I have full access to over 200,000 sites. to bad about 3/4 of them are shit sites. I hope i find a good one that fits my needs. They also have hentia sites to. But im not much in to that, but some of the girls drawn are hot. Well i have to start making this project look all pretty and stuff. See you at school tomorow. Sorry so short! :(

Peace

Chris

Current Mood: blah
Thursday, May 31st, 2001
1:23 pm
Hello every body!
Hmm well i have to have step 3 on my final project done by the end of 5 period. I dont even have step 2 done! But my teacher is super understading and she will give me to monday hopefully. Hmm so you wanted me to talk about ass. Well jane has a nice ass. Well i just ommited a sentance right now ill tell you myself or ill email it to you. Hey do you want me to make an email for you since i cant send it to your aol account? Just ask and it will be done. Hmm ok i remember, i dont know what i would want this school to be filled with. NOt hippies and not punx. I think its just fine how it is, i just would like to take out all the assholes i know so i can be better. But out of the 2 i think i would want hippies to roam the campus because there better than punx. Punx can be great but a lot of them are assholes, but hippies dont take showers and complain about the ozone layer, the only thing that i like that they complain about the rain forest. I think that she should stop all the cutting down of the trees over there. I think that is it horrable that they would even consider going down over there to cut the trees. Its stupid. Hmm well i hope you enjoy blazing with nick. You were telling me that he is the only guy that is allowed to spend the nite over there. Thats cool, because your mom thinks he wont do anything. What if i was to spend the nite? That would be a strage experience. I cant even imagine what would go on marylou. Just think about it when your reading this at your work bored, it will keep you entertained for like 5 minutes. Hmm well on friday i will only be communicating with my other screen name, NocturnoIhsahn so dont instant message anything else other than that. I am giong to put all my tru buddies on that, i have alot of random people on JubaytheNinja. Yeah well anyway hopefully on Friday i will be getting Under A Funeral Moon, man that record is so good, that album contains one of my favorite songs. Well that SatYricon cd i bought on tuesday is so good. When i let you borrow it and just keep in mind the exact words that your said, "It takes no talent to make that music" there are only 2 guys in that band. Satyr does the guitar, bass, flute, acoustic guitar and organs i think, well Frost plays the drums. Haha thats cool huh? Hmm So why did you want me to talk about ass? Why is ass on your mind quite frequently? My eyes rome to see what i like, well thats what everybody does. Hmm so i dont know what to talk about. Hmm I have to pee right now. I have to hold it untill i get to Bionic or home, most likely home. Hmm well last nite well i was on the net for like 8 minutes last nite downloading this new font, its super cool! I like it and that is the one i will be using for quite a while now. So i dont want to have to go to that carnival on friday, i am not going to know anybody and there is goign to be girls there and just a bunch of people, I dont mind going to church but i dont feel right well i do but i just dont like to go, you understand right? FUCk i have been doign this thing for the most of the period. Hmm well I have to start my work and shit so ill see you tommrow marylou.

Peace

NocturnoIhsahn

Current Mood: blah
Wednesday, May 30th, 2001
12:41 pm
Hello every body!
Hmm well I have to this crappy tutorial on HTML it would be a snap but i have to include all this stupid shit like tables, nest table, marquies, frames, bullited lists, graphics and a bunch of other stupid shit. Man it sux, i dont have much done on it either. Im probally going to do it all this weekend at my dads though, he will help a lot. Well what to blab about, hmm i dont know. Crap, I want to get that Emperor 5 pic disk lp box set but that will kill all the money i have and i need to buy 2 more Darkthrone cds and an Isengard cd. Damn so much to buy but so little money. That is when i get that job hopefully ill be making bank. Ill have like money to spend, then with that money i have earned i will buy smoking monkeys and they will help me take bach the rainforest for there relatives. After the rainforest I will take over the MLB. But anyways thats for the future. I was in my back yard all day yesterday. I was using that pitchback thing. Ill probally be out there all today to. I was superglad to yesterday, i cut my nails, i have been wanting to cut all of my nails for like 3 or 4 days, i dont like it when my nails get all long. Ooh shit man yesterday i got a condom! I was like hmm what to do with this try it on for size or do something funny with it. I am going to do something funny with it, that was my final descision. I am going to ducktape it to my stepdads exhaust pipe and when all the exhaust fills it up it will be all big and he will be driving with it on, man it is going to be so funny, but i am going to put a hole in it so it wont like give the car problems and stuff cause i dont want to be held accountable incase the car explodes or something, or ill just make something that looks like cum and ill throw it on his wind shield or something or on the door handle out side, but what ever i do it is going to be funny so i dont care. Hmm well i have to buy my brother vincent a c.d. today. Man listen to this marylou, He loves ICP that is all he listens to! EEWW man that band is so wack and horrable. The only thing i give them props to is are the skits that they do. Some are then are really funny i have to admit. But anyways i am going to be bored when i get home. I am going to listen to that SatYricon c.d. again man its so good. Oh shit, I also bought another pagans record yesterday its old pissed punk from 1977. Its real good. Hmm i want Under A Funeral Moon so bad nobody knows. Like you like the beatles and the doors i have and like my Darkthrone. Yep. Hmm well i have a feeling that this update is a long one but that is cool. Well i saw noe this morning. And i didnt feel anything, i was like,"Hey shes back thats cool" and then i got back to doing what i was doing, looking for sox because sox im my house is like gold. Its so rare to find a matching clean pair. One time i found a bunch of clean sox and i put them in my room and i didnt tell anybody, it was great. But now sox are rare again. Well im sure i could think of more shit to talk about. But i have to start my work anyway, ill be bored so if you want give me a call if you have my number. Ok well untill next time. Which is in P.E.

Peace

NocturnoIhsahn

Current Mood: blah
Tuesday, May 29th, 2001
1:07 pm
Hello every body!
Well I havent updated in a LONG time. Well so much has happend. I enjoyed my weekend. Thanks again trevor. Well i dont know what to blab about. I am going to buy a cd hopefully to day depending how i feel. I got a bunch of money but i dont know what to buy. Isengard or Satryicon. I dont know i dont know. Hmm well with school going to be over pretty soon i am going to have my beloved internet again. We will be once again united. And hopefully ill be gettin that job and ill be making some cash money. Than once a week i will be going to Gengis Kahn. My favorite restuarant. That place is awesome. I love the rice and the beef. Its a buffet and you cook your own food on a little like skillet thing in the middle of your table. Man thinking about it just makes me hungry. Hmm what to blab about? Well feel free to email me marylou. Ill respond hopefully your email address will allow me to send mail to you. Like 100 percent of the time it doesnt. thats is why you dont get random emails from me. Otherwise id send you some all the time. Hmm, well i dont know what i have planned for today. I finished my sonet and my book report so thats all the big work i had to do. Damn i dont know what to talk about. Ok well the class is going to end. See you in P.E.

Peace

NocturnoIhsahn

Current Mood: blah
Wednesday, May 23rd, 2001
11:15 am
Hello every body!
Well apperentaly I didnt update yesterday, sorry i forgot why i didnt. Hmm well i dont know what to talk about. I got my shirts yesterday, they are beautiful. I am still laughing how marylou used my 25 bux for her makeup. Thats cool, but i dont care. Well I was listening to my Joy Division record last nite, its so good. I am probally going to get another just to own a backup copy. Well right now i am pretty hungry, hmm i bought a pagans record, its old pissed off punk, why are the pagans good? Hmm I am bored right now and i am hungry, ooh that reminds me i got caught stealing yesterday from the lunchline, next time i am getting suspended, i was like yes, i got away with out any thing. I am so lucky. I had it hidden perfectly to. O well? Hmm i opend my Germs record yesterday, well one of them, its transparent, clear vinal. That record is so good to. I got a saturday school but i am going to push it back till next weekend cause i got plans for this weekend. Ok now i have to start my work and stuff. So untill nextime. What up trevor?

Give peace a chance

NocturnoIhsahn

Current Mood: lonely
Monday, May 21st, 2001
11:32 am
Hello everybody!
Well I have not updated in a long time, for me that is. Hmm, well this weekend was crazy, I dont want to describe it on this thing, I dont trust it. Well I am pretty damn Hungry right now. Hmm, well I don't know what to spend the little bit of money I have on me right now, cds or that box record set. All I know is that my mom is going to have to give me a lot of money when school lets out because she said she hasn't been paying me lately for every week. But what ever, just more blackmetal if you think about it. Hmm, well I was telling u marylou last nite how I dont like anybody now, i gave up. But what ever. There still great girls, but not for me. Noe is going to Hawaii, thats cool, she says she is going to get a tan, she also said that she is like the whitest hawaiian there is, and i laughed. I have to do a family tree and i found out that i was even more mexican than i thought i was from the get go. I Have a great great granma named Cuca. That name is dope, i want some tripas right now, with a bowl of menudo, and some home made tortillas. I am really hungry right now. Some beans to. And some Dr. Pepper or a Tecate would be even better. Are you hungry? What do you want? Well I have to start my work now. So untill next time.

Give peace a chance

NocturnoIhsahn

Current Mood: lonely
Tuesday, May 15th, 2001
11:31 am
Hello evry body!
Well, yesterday was great. I was outside looking for my brother in my frontyard, noe was riding her little razor around and yelled "Chris!" in a happy tone of voice. Yeah, i was happy to get to speak to her, we haven't spoke or seen eachother in a while. We spoke for like 10 minutes, yeah she was hot. :) and so I was like GO ME! Hmm, well that is dope that you just sparked it up in your room and did not care that you were alone, I like to be with people when i do that, not im my room at 2 in the morning alone sitting there fucked up. DAMN POT HEAD!#$#@&$#*%#!#$@@#&&$%% You know im just playing. HEHE, Well right now im eating this Pica Limon stuff, you know the salty mexican candy, well i dont know if its condsiderd candy cause its not sweet. But its super salty!! Well im hungry right now as always. Well I think craig is coming after school today. He is going to buy my exploited record offa me. Then I can buy all my stuff, ita be dope!!!@%@. Well, I hope to see Noe today, that be sweet. Well instead of updating like you never do, why don't you email me? That would be cool. By the way, were u hooked up fat? How much you got left? Ok marylou well I gotta start me work now so untill next time

Peace can only come through understanding

NocturnoIhsahn

P.s. C U @ school!

Current Mood: mellow
Monday, May 14th, 2001
11:43 am
Hello every body!
Hmm, well I have not updated in a while, well for me it is a while. Hmm I sit here in typing class hungry. WHY HAVENT YOU MARYLOU UPDATED?&^$^ HUH??!@#$@$# ITS NOT THAT HARD, I KNOW YOU COME AND READ MY UPDATES!!@%#$& SO WHY DON'T YOU UPDATE$#$@^%@#!@@!@#@!@! Im sorry I had to get that off my chest and release some anger. Hmm well I donnt know, I hope all goes well with u buying that dime. Can I come over and you know "hump" you? and smoke with you? HAHAHHAHAHAH##@!$$#! YOU WISH I'D HUMP YOU#$$%##@!@ Im sorry for that, just bored and wishing i was getting a dime, (ssiiiggggh) But you know i would. :). Hmm well last nite Noe went out side her house because she wanted to wave to me, and of course I went out side, but her dads car was in the way so i couldn't see her :( we talked alot last nite, it was cool. When she was leaving she said, buh byes i love ya, and i said adios, i wish. Well hmm what to blab about, when I get that Joydivision cd I'll let u borrow it, it supergood, you'll like them. Now, imam start my work, so untill next time,

Peace can only come through understanding.

NocturnoIhsahn

Current Mood: lonely
Thursday, May 10th, 2001
11:26 am
Hello every body!
Hmm, well lets see, I am unconfortable right now. I don't knwo what to say. I honestly have nothing to say, other than I am giong to hopefully see my exploited record that i have for 35 bux! Than I can finally get that box set plus alot more! Hmm, well I am super hungry right now, i have no money and will probaly end up spending my dollar at lunch. But that is what my stomach says. Hmm well thanx for updating marylou (even though that it was't much of an update!) Well I emailed noe and no response yet. I never get one. I hope to see her soon. Well I am super bored right now, time passes by so slowy. I am so hungry right now! AND I HAVE NOTHING TO EAT NOR NO MONEY TO SPEND!@$@*Y*^&*#@! Right now I want some breakfest, some nice beans, eggs, chorizo, with a PHAT bowl of menudo and all the black coffee I want! I am very hungry. But hopefully I can get some type of food at lunch. So yes, hmm well I am not exactly sure of what I am typing right now but as always hmm I am just bored. I sure wish noe would reply. Sad isn't it? Hmm I wish I had my cat with me right now in this wretched class.!!@&%&^$%&!& Well I went to scratch my stomach and me happy trail is getting much thicker. Hmm, well I dont know what i am going to do when i get home. I am probally going to go home and stuff my face with all the food i can get my hands on. I am going to make my self a cup of noodles and an ice cold Dr. Pepper and some peanuts, and top it off with a chocolate shake. Hmm well looks like i am talking about food again. Ok well i have been doing this for what it seems like 45 minutes(i wouldn't doubt it!) So untill next time

Give peace a chance

NocturnoIhsahn

Current Mood: melancholy
Monday, May 7th, 2001
12:43 pm
Hello every body!
Well right now I am pissed off! That bitch Ms. Morreale took my Vice mag and took it to my A.P.!!!!! I SWEAR WHAT THE HELL IS HER PROBLEM! ALL SHE HAD TO DO IS GIVE IT BACK TO ME AND ASK TO NEVER SEE IT AGAIN OR THROUGH IT AWASY!!@#@!$%!*&!$%@^% NOW I AM IN BIG BIG TROUBLE. MY MOM IS PISSED OFF AT ME BEYOND BELIEFE!!@@!. Why has Jesus bestowed this curse on me@!@!!! But getting another copy is no problem for me, but i don't know what is going to happen to my weekend!! Me and trevor are suppose to chill friday and stuff. But I am just worried about the punishment. Hmm I wonder how my mom will punish me? I dont know??? But oh well what ever. Ok well I have to start my work now so untill next time

Peace

NocturnoIhsahn

Current Mood: Fuckin Pissed!
Sunday, May 6th, 2001
12:32 am
Hello every body!
Hmm well were to begin? I didn't end up buying that Darkthrone cd. I have to save my money up tdo get that Emperor 5 pic disk lp box set. Its going to be super cool. And on top of that box set, I am also going to buy that Darkthrone cd and another record. I can't wait till that day! It will be super sweet!! Well my back hurts and its getting late and im tired. Oh, I saw the mummy returns. It is pretty cool. I like it. I don't want to ruin it for any body that is going to go see it, so I'll keep my moth shut. So how is it going Marylou? DAMMIT UPDATE DAMMIT!! I UPDATE EVERY DAY WHY CANT YOU? It only takes like 10 minutes of your time. Im cranky right now because im tired and sleepy. So untill next time. Oh, i almost for got! HAPPY BIRTH DAY TOM!

Give peace a chance

NocturnoIhsan

Current Mood: lonely
Thursday, May 3rd, 2001
10:53 am
Hello every !body
Well today is that stupid every 15 minutes shit. Man that type of shit pisses me off. People die every day. It was just there turn to pass. Just like the truth, oh man don't even get me started with that. I hate it so much, if you want to smoke that is your descision! I could flately give a fuck if you smoke or not. Frankely, I use to smoke and I enjoyed it. I quit because i decided to, that is all. Ok well enuff of that stuff. Today I am going to get another Darkthrone C.D. PanzerFaust. It is super good, just like Goatlord. Super good. Well last nite I watched Meet the Feebles. It was super funny, it is about puppets that have sex, shoot up herion, fuck, kill, and every thing else. I also got the first Venom and the 2 cd Venom pack. It is super cool. Ok well I have to start my work now. Oh by the way, how is it going Marylou? Its all good over here, well not really. This summer is going to be cool, but I am going to slip deeper into the world of "single" because I won't be getting out much and stuff. You know how it is don't you? DON'T YOU???@@#!$ IT SUCKS TO MUCH COCK I CAN NOT TAKE IT ANY MORE!!@@!!#$@!**&^% O well. I wonder if Jane has aol or aim? That would be cool, wouldn't it? Ok well I have to start my work now. Untill nextime,

Give peace a chance

NocturnoIhsahn

Current Mood: lonely
Wednesday, May 2nd, 2001
11:16 am
Hello every body!
Well as I sit here in my typing class for 2 long hours I am very bored. This asshole that sits next to me is named Justin Simmions is a dick head and guzzels cum by the gallon. My friend Eddy is sitting right next to me (I moved). Well I bought that Darkthrone C.D. Goat Lord, it is super good. By the end of the week I will own another Darkthrone C.D. PanzerFast (if that is how it is spelled I do not remember correctly) that record is super good. Right now I am hungry and am pondering what I am going to eat for lunch. Hmm, I am probably going to have some chips and soda. Dr. Pepper of course. I also often wonder how my entries seem to be better than my friends. What I mean by that is the length and punctuation. Never mind the length. I am jsut rambling on and on and on. Hmm hopefully Kristen will buy those records I want to sell to her so I can buy intern that Darkthrone record. Ok well now I am going to leave and go be bored some more. Ohh I forgot to mention what I had for breakfest. I had biscuits and gravy and bacon and scrambled eggs. Yum Yum Yum so goooooooddd!! Now that I thought of that I am really hungry now. Ok well I am leaving now. Speak to you later Marylou. And I have not spoke to Noe lately (just incase your wondering)

Give peace a chance

NocturnoIhsahn

Current Mood: lonely
Tuesday, May 1st, 2001
1:58 pm
Hello every body!
Well today I haven't done much, we had 2 hours of P.E. today! So boring but so fun. Jane looked good today! Hmm well right now marylou I am updating in my 5 period class. How fun. Today Miss. Takacs is staring at me typing write now. What a homo erectus. She said "Jane looked good today?" and I said "She sure did" I was like hey you shouldn't be reading my shit dammit, do I read your little black book???!@!!! NOOOOOOO Now Tarek is readin my shit!@!! He's singing some stupid shit. Now ANna is readin my shit. WHAT IS THIS ABOUT DAMMIT!@@!@ Ok now no one is around me. Hmm what to talk about. Well today I am buying a new C.D. its DarkThrone GoatLord. It is going to be super good! I can't wait till after school. Ok, well I havent seen Noe since monday :( (haha jk) Allright now I am running out of topics to speak of. Ok well I will see you tomrrow. Adios every body

Give peace a chance

NocturnoIhsahn

Current Mood: lonely
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